Monday, October 11, 2010

abhinaytri

ek chutki sindoor ki kimat tum kya jano ramesh babu , ishwar ka ashirwadd hota hai ek chutki sindoor
har aurat ke dil khwaab hota hai ek chutki sindoor
har suhagan ke sir ka taaj hota hai ek chutki sindoor...


kash main bhi kisi film mein act kar sakti


there r many people all over the world who wants to be an actor.they have been dreaming about living atleast once a special life like filmstars do & i am one of those people.
since childhood i want to b an actress.frankly speaking if someone ask me how this thing came upto my mind, i'll b zipped.unusual na i won't b having any answerto their question because i don't even knoe how this thing came upto my mind.it's jst i felt like being an actress,i felt like i have d potentialto do so i don't know wat is d reason behind this it could b watching films , reality shows or stuff like that but what i know is since i got the knowledge of understanding since that day i felt like being an actress.i use to stand in the front of the mirror possing , coping my fav stars. i always wanted to look glamorous,stylish.  mere nakhre meri adaayein , chal dhal    everything was so glamorous.


i have been dreaming baout that special life - sleeping on a round bed covered with velvet bedsheet.in the morning  servants lined up holding coffe or juice for me .stepping on soft matress. living in a big bungalow. ostdie ur house, fans are dying 2 see ur one glance,waiting 2 hear ur voice.thousans of people spreading your eyelashes waiting for you.ready to die for you. roaming in big cars like limousine.when on step on road fans getting cray for you shouting your name.fans dying to get your autoghraph.many big companies making schemes , the person who will win this contest would get chance to meet me , live my life , live with me , go for a date with me .in award functions you are performing on the stage people whistling , shouting , cheering you up. when you won an award that feeling i want to feel that mesmerising feeling.the way they dresses up stylish ,  designer clothes , gowns. when you come to know that people are treating you like their god, this feeling is incredible.your film  works good or bad at box office these slight modd swings makes your life more crispy.thousands of people wishing you happy birthday , blessing u, appriciating ur work ,loing you this affection is jstastonishing.


                                                                  i don't know but feel that i have the confidence to say that i can b a an actress, i can say that standing in thousands of people that i'll b an actress n you will watch me on big screens and aapreciate my work .

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